Sapuracrest

despite my hatreds to my father, I am thankful because I got a job...

yahoo... in sapuracrest...

I want to push restart button...

leaving home is the sweetest thing in life..

I hate him

i hate my dad a lot.. he said terrible things to me... he often said how he regretted holding me when i was kid.. he meant to say he regretted to give money since i was kid.. but he cant say that because he certainly never gave me any money when i went to school or college.. he even took my reward money when i got very very good result in national exam level... that should be around usd 2.4k... for a 15 years old in school.. that is alot of money...every day, he ask my moms money.... and my mother alone raised me and my brother up... i got a job already in oil and gas business which is quite high salary .. and i tell him.. i would even give him any money.. don't boast around telling other people how much you want from me.. i will never give him any.... and he got really2 angry... right now.. i am just waiting for my report duty.. but he think, i still do nothing... my convocation will be in this October.. i wouldn't invite him to come along..

Rezeki

Ya Allah, sekiranye rezeki kami di langit, maka turunkanla ia, jika ia ada di bumi, keluarkanlah ia, dan jika ia ada di dlm lautan, munculkanla ia. Sekiranya rezeki kami di tempat yg jauh, dekatkanla ia, jika ia sedikit, bykkanla ia.dan jika caranye sukar untuk smpai kepada kami, mudahkanla ia..serta pindahkan la rezeki tersebut kepada kami dgn kemuliaan, kepemurahan dan kebaikanMu…dgn rahmatMu, wahai Yang Maha Pengasih ..

Interviews

ha.. notice the s after interview? hihihihh.... i feel so great having so much interview after that my divorce with petronas... got to say.. feels very2 terribly happy....

last week for scomi interview... i went to the invitation...

astro.... not going la..no transportation..... :(

and next week would be sapuracrest...

Alhamdulillah ya Allah for this great opportunity... give me the chance to get offer letter to work

with all the companies...

Like a rainbow after the rain, there's always a good thing after the pain

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People gonna talk shit about you.if you believe them, then you’re dead, if you get angry with them then you are stupid, if you revenge on them then you are sweet …. and if you dont give a damn about what they said and do what you do best.. …. you’ll get a happy life and eventually people gonna respect you…

Structure Interview

hari - hari aku tunggu panggilan telefon dari petronas... atau email tuk SI... hari2 gak takde khabar berita...sedihnye... org lain kata "sabarlah" ..

aku just cakap dgn diorg tuk melepaskan perasaan yg terbuku di hati...sebenarnye memang tgh bersabar... cume gelisah sket... hehehe.... diorg tak paham kot.. nk wat mcmana.. takkan nk bebankan diorg dgn masalah aku...

td time lunch .. diorg semua cerita pasal SI.. hmm.... senyap jerlah... takde apa nk ckp... uhuhuhu

ni update sket. yg takleh blah tu.. bila kita tgh bersabar semua.. takde pape pon.. ty plak.. kakp.. dh dpt kerje.. ala..sabar la kakp.... tiba2 je... subhanallah...tabahkan la hatiku.....

satu lg.. pusher ni.. takkan la hari ni kita bg email n straightly call org tu ckp...bila nk panggil saya interview... sial.... tu idea stupid...

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